Today I was living in a happy moment. spending time with my son, daughter in law and grand girl. How can I not be filled with sunshine after playing with my little grand girl, as I referee to her (grand daughter) . Watching her enjoy eating Chinese food and laughing as she stuffed her mouth full of rice. UMMMM, how sweet it was to be with her and my family members.
There's too much sorrow right now and I'm looking for the good times. Happy moments come when you open the door and let them in. I hope to have my door opened widely as I stand and wait for each new experience.
Happy moments, they are what we make of them. Make your happy moments today and be filled with joy and smiles.
Friday, October 11, 2013
Thursday, October 10, 2013
LIVING IN THE MOMENT
Sometimes tough situations come into our lives and no matter how we think we're set to brace ourselves from the hurt, it just doesn't happen. Why in the world would anyone who says that they love you act as though you were a noose around their neck? Why would they spell out all of their anger and hostile thoughts on you?
I seem to be living this type of life right now and no matter how I try to fix it, it just doesn't get better. So what am I missing here? How can I figure out how to survive this angry relationship when all I did was show up to participate in it?
There are no clear answers and no exact lines in the sand for me. All I have is my prayer and hope that when the storm comes I can weather the turbulence. It is a day by day event for me and learning to live in the moment counts for everything.
I realize that trying to live in the moment is so much harder than trying to work out the solution, or even trying to fix what may be at the chord of what's wrong with this relationship. Sometimes we don't get to fix everything that's wrong in our lives. For me I only have the ability to see the moment and pick how to live the moment. I have to trust that somewhere within all the hell that's coming that God hears my prayers.
Writing this today isn't very easy for me. It's the admission to myself and the world at large that my life more often than not sucks. I have an unseen enemy that wages war against me even though the profession of love is mention somewhere along the way.
Most often I chose to believe in that love even though I know that a battle is coming and I am powerless to change it. So here I sit writing, pouring out my grief hoping that my words can become a form of therapy.
In the end I've learn to live in the moment, wait out the anger and praying for calmness that will ease the storm inside of him.I believe in love in all forms. I believe that each human needs another for love, comfort and support. Until the day that I am proved wrong, I will continue living in the moment, hoping for the best and praying loudly that God will continue to give me enough strength to see this to the ends of my days.
Be strong, and stay the course and know that God has got your back everyday you're living the moment. Somehow, some way it will work itself out.
Go with peace :)
I seem to be living this type of life right now and no matter how I try to fix it, it just doesn't get better. So what am I missing here? How can I figure out how to survive this angry relationship when all I did was show up to participate in it?
There are no clear answers and no exact lines in the sand for me. All I have is my prayer and hope that when the storm comes I can weather the turbulence. It is a day by day event for me and learning to live in the moment counts for everything.
I realize that trying to live in the moment is so much harder than trying to work out the solution, or even trying to fix what may be at the chord of what's wrong with this relationship. Sometimes we don't get to fix everything that's wrong in our lives. For me I only have the ability to see the moment and pick how to live the moment. I have to trust that somewhere within all the hell that's coming that God hears my prayers.
Writing this today isn't very easy for me. It's the admission to myself and the world at large that my life more often than not sucks. I have an unseen enemy that wages war against me even though the profession of love is mention somewhere along the way.
Most often I chose to believe in that love even though I know that a battle is coming and I am powerless to change it. So here I sit writing, pouring out my grief hoping that my words can become a form of therapy.
In the end I've learn to live in the moment, wait out the anger and praying for calmness that will ease the storm inside of him.I believe in love in all forms. I believe that each human needs another for love, comfort and support. Until the day that I am proved wrong, I will continue living in the moment, hoping for the best and praying loudly that God will continue to give me enough strength to see this to the ends of my days.
Be strong, and stay the course and know that God has got your back everyday you're living the moment. Somehow, some way it will work itself out.
Go with peace :)
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
Connection
There are few too moments that I have to really connect to those all around me. It matters not that my connection is with family, friends, neighbors or just a stranger, only that I acknowledge their lives.
All of us wish to have connections to persons from all walks of life. So, if you have a moment, a break in your busy schedule then take time to connect to someone close by.
After all we never know when any of us will be spending our last moments on earth and I would rather know that I at lest had taken the time to have that one lasting memory of a loving, caring and happiest of connection.
Connect today, after all what are you waiting for?
All of us wish to have connections to persons from all walks of life. So, if you have a moment, a break in your busy schedule then take time to connect to someone close by.
After all we never know when any of us will be spending our last moments on earth and I would rather know that I at lest had taken the time to have that one lasting memory of a loving, caring and happiest of connection.
Connect today, after all what are you waiting for?
Tuesday, October 1, 2013
Sometimes
Sometimes my precious moments come when I lest expect them. Not in boxes all wrapped up with bows, but in human form of those I love and those that are in need.
I am blessed to be able to share my life with the world at large, as far as I can see.
I am blessed to be able to share my life with the world at large, as far as I can see.
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