It's been no secret that for the past two months I have been recovering from a very strange medical condition. I have been sick, really sick several times in my life where life and death hung in the balance. This incident was no different and my road to better health just took the long path.
I'm so grateful if you can believe it for this very trying experience. The fight for life takes on a very interesting character even when you aren't expecting it to. I suppose my age is showing a lot more than I would like for it to, however the experience of having lived a very unusual life pays off in a big way. Really when I think about how long it has taken me to just get back on my feet literally it brings to mind how many times I have already traveled this road.
They say God never gives you more than you can handle and that may be right, but right about now I'm thinking that if he wants me to share a little of this pain and suffering I'll be glad to scoot some over to his plate? Ya know what I mean? No insult indeed here to God.
No matter how long the recovery may take till I reach a complete and healthy me again, I feel the pain of this journey perhaps more than I ever have. Everyday is a little better and with that there is hope that my sun shine will return. Until that day comes, I'll just keep praying for things to get back to my "normal" and that the rest of the people in the universe are well taken care as well.
Yep, feeling the pain is real for me, but I still would rather be feeling the pain than to think about the alternative, that is unless next time somebody lets me into heaven for a change. :)
Be well, be happy, even if you are feeling the pain.
CJ
